I’m really tired of being trapped doing and feeling the same ol’thing, being in the same ol’situation. Enough is enough! I can’t keep doing this to myself. How else am I suppose to grow and meet new people, experience new things if i keep reverting back to the past every fucking 5 minutes? It’s time for change, and just as the season is about to change so should I. Clearly what’s been going on in my life whether it be people, relationships or situations haven’t been working out for me and my best interest so you know what, fuck it! Fuck it all and fuck all of you who are holding me back. I’m done with this shit. I want more than what I’ve been given and considering I’ve been pretty fucking patient about it, I think I deserve something good in my life. So goodbye to the guy, goodbye to the timidness, goodbye to the overly nice girl. It’s my time to get what I want and I’m not gonna let anyone else (including myself) stop me this time. I just pray to God to help me out on this rocky road (journey, not ice cream).