The head vs. the heart
I hate how he still has an effect on me. I can say I don’t care all I want but in the end everything he does and doesn’t do still really upsets me. It’s not romantic feelings that are causing me to feel this way, I just wish he was a better friend to me like I thought he was. Saying you care about someone (as friends) means nothing if you don’t act like it. It’s people like him that make me question the sincerity of other real friends which isn’t fair to them. One step at a time I suppose.
