Every time I come back to my home town, I end up feeling so sad. It’s foolish to think that things are not gonna change when you’re gone, but does that also have to mean that you are no longer “included”? For example, my best friend is getting married and even though I’m suppose to be in the wedding (as maid-of-honor), I don’t feel included. It feels like I’m really not part of any of it. I know its difficult considering I live in LA and she live here, but I can’t help feeling forgotten. It’s stupid to get hurt over something so unintentional but I can’t help but feel like my worst fears are coming true. Before I moved to LA, my number one fear was that my friends and family were gonna forget all about me and that I’d just become someone from their past. You know, the old saying “Out of sight, out of mind”. It’s ridiculous to get this hurt, I know that. And if I’m being honest, I’ve never really been good at letting go and good-byes, but this wasn’t suppose to be a good-bye. Hell, I don’t know what this was suppose to be, but good-bye was never in my plans. I desperately need help with this because little by little, it’s breaking my heart. Any advise?