You never know who you’ll meet online or what conversation you’ll have with them. Every time I log onto my FB I just think I’m gonna chat with some friends, look at some pages or work on my own page. Tonight was a bit of a different story. You know how you get these friend requests and you’re not exactly sure who the person is, but they’re friends with your really good friends or family members. Well I had added this person for those reasons and I never really talked to her. But tonight she IM me and is seeking some words of encouragement because things in her life haven’t been going well and she tried to kill herself today. Its not the first time I’ve had that kind of conversation with someone before, but it still leaves me feeling numb every time. I mean, the words that I say to her have to be vital; have to have deep purpose. We go through life not really thinking that the next conversation we have could change a life. I’m kinda at a lost for words, but at the same time I know that I shouldn’t brush this off. I should keep in contact and make sure she’s alright. My problem is that I don’t feel like I’m fully equipped to help her with what she needs. At the same time, she contacted me for a reason, so passing her off to someone else just feels wrong. It’s moments like these that just remind me that I’m not a kid anymore. I’m not sure where this is all gonna end up. I just hope and pray to God that the choices I make will do good. My mind is kind of all over the place right now so I better leave it at this.