There’s been lots of stuff going on in my life and some are far from over. I’ve been having a hard time dealing with them and trying to decide what to do. Recently I made a pretty tough decision that will make next year a bit more difficult for me in the long run, but I feel like this is what I’m suppose to do. Although I’m bummed that I couldn’t finish what I started, I’m really happy with my decision. And lets face it, happiness has been a foreign emotion to me this year. I’m not saying that everything is better and that my life is back on track but I do feel like this is something I needed to do at the time and because I feel very happy right now I know it was the right choice. Although this is just temporary, I’m gonna enjoy it as much as I possibly can given the circumstances.